Jesse Malin, 56, says he's paralyzed from the waist down following stroke
New York punk rocker Jesse Malin has been left partially paralyzed after suffering a spinal stroke last month.
Malin, a member of NYC’s punk band D Generation, revealed that he’s unable to move from the waist down after collapsing in an East Village restaurant on May 4.
The “Five in a Row” hitmaker, 56, said he and his former bandmates were marking the one-year anniversary of the death of his best pal and bass player Howie Pyro, when suddenly he felt a burning pain that shot down to his hips.
He soon collapsed on the restaurant’s floor and was unable to move.
“Everybody was standing above me like in Rosemary’s Baby, saying all these different things, and I was there not knowing what was going on with my body,” Malin told Rolling Stone.
“This is the hardest six weeks that I’ve ever had. I’m told that they don’t really understand it, and they’re not sure of the chances.”
The D Generation rocker revealed that he’s now unable to move from the waist down. Redferns
“The reports from the doctors have been tough, and there’s moments in the day where you want to cry, and where you’re scared,” the rocker continued. “But I keep saying to myself that I can make this happen. I can recover my body.”
Malin, who skyrocketed to fame as a member of Heart Attack in the 1980s, said he’s been trying to apply a “P.M.A.” — positive mental attitude — on stage at his gigs.
“It’s almost like a joke. Like, ‘You talk all this P.M.A.? Well, see how you deal with this,'” he told the outlet.
Malin said he felt a burning pain that shot down to his hips which prompted him to collapse on the floor. Getty Images
“They took me outside for the first time the other day in a wheelchair, and I went through the lobby and I could see the sun shining through the glass, and I just started bawling. It felt like I was watching myself in this movie. I didn’t know this person,” he went on.
“By the time I got to the corner, I got myself together and into a park, and just breathed in the air.”
Malin was forced to cancel his upcoming tours in the UK and US.
The rocker is currently recovering from several spinal procedures at a rehab facility in NYC. Instagram/@jesse_malin
Malin expects to be discharged later this month. Getty Images
Malin is currently recovering from several spinal procedures at a rehab facility in NYC.
The rocker spent two weeks in the hospital before being transferred to the clinic on May 18, where he endures three rounds of physical therapy each day.
Malin expects to be discharged later this month, and will be wheelchair-bound throughout his recovery process.
“Just laying here and not being able to walk, it’s very humbling,” he told the outlet. “I didn’t want to get into the extremity of it.”
“And now it’s just time to let people know. Even though I really believe it’s a temporary state, I’m not going to walk out of here tomorrow with a leather jacket and a cane and go hang out at the bar. It’s going to take a lot of work and a lot of being in a wheelchair,” he continued.
“There’s something liberating about the truth, that this is what’s happening to me right now.”
Source: New York Post
